Sunday, December 26, 2010

自掘坟墓

为何会有这样的牵挂呢?
没有什么啊?!
不过就是想念啊!
完蛋了,我完蛋了!

I think my name should be Jenny.
"First u said u will, then u said u won't
U keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on
Jenny, It's killing me"

why can't it be a long wkend everyday?

the lovely weekend is almost over. what a pity. a 100 tonnes of reluctance to head back to work tomorrow. roar!

nice xmas lights
some of the gifts i got.

double choc peppermint ice blended is nicer at coffee bean than starbucks!

santa went to town!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

xmas

got the whole house to myself this weekend! and it's wonderful to have it empty! (ignoring the dead cockroach and scuttling lizards)

knocked off at 3pm from work yesterday, after a nice lunch with the boss and the colleagues at, of all places, crystal jade. which was when we got the great news, couldn't help grinning and knowing it's worth it to hang in there 2 more months. celebrated my colleague's birthday too, with a small chocolate cake cutting.

and dinner was with my family at beach road steamboat! still an unusual xmas dinner venue, but the place where we cut the mango cake was even weirder (beach road hawker centre). ah well, mum's birthday, so long as she's happy!

then came back to tamp to have coffee and movie, before getting ambushed. lol stalker *ahem. 'hello stranger' was funny, but a bit too draggy at the end. and i've no idea why i cried. boo.

mahjonged with the lame, the tall and the emo ones today, and i lost money again. kns. and watched a damn cock stupid show. wahlao LOL.

and since the folks aren't in, over this two days i've gotta part-time as maid. clothes today, floor tomorrow.

merry xmas everyone! =)

Monday, December 20, 2010

back to work

ah. it's monday. 5 FULL days of work. knn

Sunday, December 19, 2010

week of 13-19 dec 2010

hi, i'm back!! super tired at the moment, with no idea of how to survive the next week at work. but since it's still sunday, i shall not care!

attended a 4 days training course in KL, and we were supposed to fly there on the 4pm flight. but my manager (aka lao ban niang) wasnt able to make it in time. so we forfeited that flight and booked the 6pm one. super gancheong, she's actually worse than my mum (i never thought that was possible).

reached 2 hours later at sunway pyramid, and spent half an hour negotiating for corporate rate. it's just the first of 5 tiring days, cause we spent the remainder of the evening looking for a massage parlour located somewhere lbn can't recall.

hotel breakfast was only ok, enough variety but only the breads were worth any mention. and then it was time to hit the books.

course included a lot of refreshments, and then lbn kept finding food to eat.


xmas deco were so nice in the complex!

memorable things of the trip include:
(1) thai massage that made me feel like the masseuse was exercising me.
(2) clubbing (my first time ever) - lotsa smoke, lotsa alcohol, nothing fun actually. it just boiled down to a feeling of extreme sleep depravity and tiredness after sleeping at 3am.
(3) xmas-y nails~

chionged home to catch 2 hours of shut-eye before meeting the girls to go chalet. played mahjong and had our xmas exchange. this year's lot-drawing was the fastest. lol got earphones from yj, and ty got us xmas ornaments from eastern europe, kl got us keychains from KL. pictures to be posted when ty sends them. =)

stayed awake the whole night to play monopoly deal and loot. and 3 remaining survivors chatted till daybreak. cleaned up and checked out to eat KFC breakfast.

and then i was asleep for 5 hours. (finally got my piggyness back, in KL i slept poorly!)

family going to genting on 24-26 dec 2010, and malacca in mid-jan. when i already have this much passport chops this year. so i shall not accumulate any more for this year, but only go for the malacca trip next year. the omg thing is it's going to be the extended maternal side family.

会想念那可以依靠的感觉。

Sunday, December 12, 2010

off again!

must bring luggage to office tomorrow, hitch a ride to airport. the dreaded LCCT again damn AirAsia.

departure 4.35pm - 5.35pm
arrival 3.05pm - 4.05pm

squeezed a lot into my luggage, or maybe it's just too small. please let me not spend too much. haha

Friday, December 10, 2010

TGIF


weekday dinner makes me happy, and makes the week more bearable. so hard to meet everyone nowadays though.
** CHK: stop cutting your hair and playing we doodle!!!

TGIF! the originally unwelcome KL trip is now a great chance to break away from the tedium of work. i think i saw like 5 different customers within 2 days. and been at desk for like 3hours total.

flying 13th afternoon in the midst of work, coming back on 18th to the girls' chalet =)

乘机偷闲,避开自私。

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

murderous

change of all labels effective immediately. that's 14 models hello!!! and one oversight on my part = reprint of all 7 pallets this morning. well done.

8am: minghui, hi i'm here to do sorting. HUH!?! smlj, why was i not informed prior?

9.50am: minghui, customer wants to come today for urgent audit.

OK LO. throw whatever shit at me you want. FUCK PISSED!

Monday, December 06, 2010

boohoo

i'm messed up. bo dai bo ji go upset the status quo.

email draft saved. gibberish anwyway!

Sunday, December 05, 2010

coming to the end of week 48

happily fled the office at half past 5 on friday. did some shopping and bought lip gloss + nice papers for writing letters.=)now all i gotta do is buy xmas cards, and start sending them. haha oh ya, one more present to settle.

yesterday was so much fun! the long awaited mahjong session with lt, hong and wj. Mac deluxe breakfast lovingly takeaway-ed and then bubble tea. plus the usual lame antics 高抬贵手 + jay chou songs until we shag lol. i really missed them! =) even though i still lost money, but not important la. haha

then gy came to drive us to 85! yayness, cause that meant we don't have to go through the hassle of public transport. hj joined us, despite the impromptu-ness (we saved him from matchmaking LOL). and the best part was that, we got to sing FOC from 9pm to 1am. haha songs on demand: jackie cheung and jackie chan, techno alex to. hilariously funny walao!

and now the day of rest is ending. wrote one letter, packed my table and uploaded photos. the weekend was so good i really wish it's not monday tomorrow, and that i ain't a working adult :( then i could care less about being shag at 2am

found cute cartoons on one my colleague's 2011 calendar. just for entertainment! (and cause i was kinda pissed off, so i slacked haha)





some things are not said because there's bound to be hurt and nothing good. and sometimes, it's the things that aren't said that are the ones you should be listening out for.

Friday, December 03, 2010

很累

很累的一周。昨天下班时脑袋里只有 C-A-B 这个念头。 虽然最后没有。

冷冷的早晨,让我有点想要暖暖的拥抱,继续在被窝里翻滚。
对pizza+icecream 有点 craving.
期待明天的 McDonalds breakfast + MJ!

圣诞节要来临了。tis the season for shopping! =)

Thursday, December 02, 2010

if only...

if only everyday's a weekend. i need more time to dawdle and sleep.

regarding 14-17 Dec 2010, i am away in KL, for training on carbon footprint -_-

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

omg. not again?!

14-17 Dec 2010. It should be the last.

district 10

"I noe I had made u sad n heart broken.. but tt's not wat I wanted.. I think I had finally found out wat I wanted all along.. its not her.. wat I wanted is the lian ai feeling.. n I hope to have it with u.. I started gg out with her cos I was not happy n I wanted to replace u with her even though I noe tt's not possible.. the more unhappy I am the more I wanted to go out with her n the more I made u sad and the cycles continues.. I just hope I can stop this cycle n fall in love n be happy with u again.. will u forgive me?"

It's been a year. The last day of November. Things were made final, and there wasn't gonna be any going back. You are an ex, who won't be a friend.

I've had some bad times, when I kept away the photos and avoided looking at them. When I pretended to be ok when asked, and failing completely with a scrunched up nose, and welled up tears. When I cried in the shower or in bed. But that's all over now, and so no more emo-ing.

I've had good times. Traveling with friends, doing stuff I used to require permission to. Seeing my family more. Being able to regain the joy of spontaneity and freedom. Having more time just to myself, even if just to do nothing.

Looking back, actually the good times are more than the bad. So I'm glad I made the choice. It allowed me to see you, me, and the world more clearly.

Right now I'm waiting for my heart to tell me when is the time and who is the one to to spend the rest of my life with.

I do not hate you, for through this, I know what strong stuff I'm made of, and how I deserve someone better.
I loved you very much once. You know it's your loss, not mine.
My answer is and will always be no.

不屑纪念。现在的我,没有你,过的很好。

Monday, November 29, 2010

no matter what..

We are all beholden to our parents. No matter how hopeless or useless we may feel, it should never be to take our own life. Haiz so young so 可惜。The best way of showing filial piety is to be healthy and good.

And on a separate note, i wonder. If the love of my life is to live to a hundred, would I hope to live to a hundred minus one day, so that I don't have to suffer the pain of losing him? Or would I hope to live to a hundred and one, so that he doesn't have to face the pain of losing me?
***but this is such a lame question to ponder. I should sleep.

when it's monday

when it's monday...
the bosses aren't in, and i've attended meetings last friday,
there's always a lot to do, being chased by customers for stuff they all say it's urgent. somehow, it's also inevitable that i have to be the sai gang warrior + messenger + secretary to send emails and take calls.

and later on there's a sad event to attend.

how can i don't blue? =(

Sunday, November 28, 2010

lazy sunday

watching korean show personal taste. lee min-ho very handsome, but if all love stories have to involve so many people and be so complicated, very seh. haha and yet, of course, it'll be too childish and silly to think that the course of love runs smooth.

did massage yesterday at Spa Infinity. till now i'm still sore, think my neck and shoulders are too tense. they tried to get us to sign package, but 24 sessions for 1600+ is not something i think i want to have in my list of responsibilities. and anyway, i don't like the location, plus the hidden cost of the aromatherapy.

been nua-ing at home, but i managed to buy the xmas gift that is meant for exchange with the girls. although i think only the wrapper is red. hahaha wonder what the girls want for the chalet? i have to go down on 11th after work to place orders. www.melvados.com but the xmas menu isnt out yet!

and i bought my lisbeth salander box set! yay!

something lame:

Friday, November 26, 2010

the things you dunno

你不知道,几时的我是想依赖,但碍于面子的口是心非。
你不知道,几时的我是害怕,所以卖关子。
你不知道,几时的我是希望被甜蜜的浪漫惊喜击败。

其实你不明白,理所当然。
但是,我偏偏就是希望你知道。

Sunday, November 21, 2010

harry potter part 1

Managed to catch the 2.30pm show even though we reached at 2pm. and the 4th row seats were not bad. plus i finally tried peppermint mocha. somehow i think dark mocha tastes nicer, but of course, they're both damn sweet. eileen's one-for-one makes coffee+movie less than $8. haha yayness!

The show was good, slightly different from the book, but I guess it makes the flow easier. There are many questions, but it seems the time's not right yet to ask. So learn to bide one's time, and maybe in the end, the answers will just reveal themselves. Eagerly awaiting the finale!

Time to sleep for the dreaded 5.5 day week ahead. boohooo

Thursday, November 18, 2010

oh...

原来每个人都在密谋,几时丢信。
而比较有勇气的人, 已经丢了。

意想不到。咋舌。

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

doc!

I'm depressed at the thought of working tomorrow, can I get a letter stating that the I should avoid work till Xmas?

:( :'( :( :'( :( :'( :( :'(

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

2 days of ' work'

really, i think i've probably seen all kinds of boarding passes that can be issued.

one hour flight, which landed at KL LCCT, the lousier counterpart of KLIA. which essentially is meant for cargo. meaning: it sux.

saw this in the cab, lmao! super tempted to post this on FB and tag 2 people, but i shan't. LOL

45min cab journey to Sunway Lagoon Pyramid Tower. cab driver got lost, walked very far to hotel. such a big building, cannot see mehz?


hotel was good, big and comfy beds. but connecting rooms. what for??


oh, no time! so quick lunch, then down to meet customers. angmoh name: Esquire Restaurant, translated into Chinese, it sounds funny.

customer: 1
us: 2
customer's customers: 9
customer's customers (based in thailand): 6.
totally lost on strength. -_-

entire duration of conference call meeting: satu jam. and i must take all the minutes, although us 2 didnt say a single word.

end, return to hotel. rot, while their emails were checked. RM58 for 24hours internet per room. if you use the business centre, that will be RM1 for every minute, and RM2 for every page you print, thank you very much. tok lor!!!

dinner with customer's customer 1 at teochew restaurant. practising my skill of 脸笑肉不笑。
fish soup was nice, but you get better quality at a cheaper price at block 137 tampines street 11. LOL
individual pots of pu'er makes one sleepy.

8 beers split among 4 people. the entire bar is full of blacks, which is fine, until one walks in with a bloody shirt. but besides some gasps, it's all normal.

the only part I participated in this morning was probably only breakfast.
dimsum was no good :( i need non-halal genuine ones.

they did shopping, i saw nothing. so i came back with all i brought.

lunch at marrybrown, KFC competitor. something wrong with us la. departure breakfast on Mon was also KFC competitor (Texan Chicken)


Airasia encourages you to check in online, at the kiosks, or using mobile. so please note, their counters are not for checking your documents. your documents must be checked at this particular place. look out for big huge signboard at ulu corner, near boarding gate.

the louya KLCC. even HCM airport didn't seat the waiting passengers next to the tarmac. and you have to walk damn far to get to the plane.

is it any wonder i don't wanna go again? complete waste of time. no fun at all. and it seems there's no way i can buy duty free from msia. damn damn damn.

random: aiming for starbucks peppermint mocha tomorrow! stupid jeff chang carena lau song.!i like sleeping in hotels, so quiet and snuggly!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

wonders...

why am i not excited about having 2 days off from work? even though it's to 陪客, but at least i'm not stuck in the office, right?

is there any handsome hot young thing at customer office? hahaha but even if there is, bound to be a malaysian, then how to Long Distance Relationship?

LOL, going crazy.

cheesecake baking was successful, and the cheesecakes are nice!!! YUMMY!

busy week ahead..

sunday (since it's past midnight, it's today) - cheesecake baking workshop 2pm - 5pm
monday 0855am Air Asia flight to KLCC airport
tuesday 1540pm Air Asia flight from KLCC, and hopefully there'll be some shopping thrown in, and there's no need to return to the office. but i can only cross my fingers on both counts.
wed is public holiday - and i'm planning to sleep in, wash and iron my clothes maybe.
thu will be CDS day, god knows how long we've not been back to AHS for activities.
fri is gen day. the crazy ger is planning a party!
sat and sun, tentatively free, but i think i need to catch up on some gossip.

the first time you can say it's a mistake.
the second time, you learn to look before you leap.
the third time, well, if there's a third time, i can only say it's dumb.

兴奋,期待是一回事,但也要理智吧。
没说清楚,很好玩,可以继续暧昧猜测。但没说清楚,也代表没有誓言,不一定认真。
自己看着办吧。

是不是觉得我又语带双关呢?哈哈

Friday, November 12, 2010

haunted

No, not by you or any ghosts.

Even when I declared I'm not collecting any more passport chop, they are still coming after me.
Zero purpose trip so I think its gonna be a slack Mon n Tue.

Cheesecake baking on Sun, now on way to dimsum! Yay, such a good life, if only there's no work.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

dun wanna work

for the umpteenth time this work, i repeat - i dun feel like working!

girls outing yesterday was so long overdue, i've not seen weeinn in months!!! fun to hear her story of being proposed. makes me realise that we're really not teenagers anymore, but adults. and for her, she's starting a new phase of life soon! congrats!

maybe in time we will hear funny stories of squatting proposals! LOl hilarious =p

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

roar

First I get asked to speak in Chinese to make a reservation at Tampopo.
Then, I am pissed off by ignorant service at paragon Thai express.
What's with the service standard in Singapore?

Monday, November 08, 2010

the feeling of being back is weird..

like i lost part of my soul somewhere.

Sunday, November 07, 2010

long weekend

wonder when will i get another long weekend like this? every single cell in my body doesnt want to work tomorrow! =(

ho chi minh city 3d2n with evan was a good getaway. we did our nails, ate some authentic Vietnamese food, visited the Mekong delta, and also learnt some history on the Cu Chi tunnel trail. Could have explored more I think, but for a start, it was good enough =)



and then there doesn't seem to be any more travel plans for the rest of this year, so I think I'm stuck in Singapore, with more time to meet those people I haven't got time to. haha thanks for bearing with my flying! LOL

next thing to look forward is mahjong, and then the xmas celebrations! yay! but its a month away. grr

agrees that just the way you are is great.

Friday, November 05, 2010

good to be home

Think this is the first trip this year when I seriously didn't do any shopping for myself.
Purely sightseeing, which wasn't bad. Except its quite tiring..

Always glad to be back from my travels. No airport will win Changi, no passport better than Singapore's and no place better than home!

Tomorrow! Yay! But what shall I do in the day?

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

LOL

2 offers for new job liao. when i can only leave in march. MAD.

more than 2 people offering to help me introduce guys, even MADDER.

hahaha, of to vietnam ho chi minh in a while! YAY!

and then when i'm back, there's gonna be drinks and gossip session. plus i can start writing letters to a pen pal! hahaha

all so unusual, so outta the blue.

i like my life now, except the work part. -_-

Monday, November 01, 2010

update

Everyone has updates! Sibei exciting haha

Sunday, October 31, 2010

weekend

Coffee is nice, with melodramatic friends lol
Dinner at kitchener park royal was as usual, super full, though menu shrunk.

连续两天上演奇怪的剧情。you know, I'm kinda haunted by the title of that show starring Jennifer Garner and Matthew McConaughey.
And of course, my entries dun just refer to one thing only. So I'm just creating riddles that I won't even understand when I read my entries again in a year. Lol

Stressed, at what I think you and he must be thinking. Omfg
I dunno if u really understand. I'm not sure what i want, if i'm the right person, stressed la.
But it seems like you know my concerns and worries. And somehow I also know you are not asking for an answer, and the time is still not right.

不要想太多,顺其自然啦,顺其自然哦!

so...

到底喜欢吗? 是喜欢还是爱呢?
喜欢什么,因为符合条件? 因为感觉熟悉? 时机对,心情对?

之前的经验没吸取到任何教训吗? 不怕吗?

真乱。

Saturday, October 30, 2010

no more

no more miss nice. i put up so long with the crap already, i shall not do it anymore. you're miserable, don't try to make mine too. thank god i don't have to constantly face you, else i might just explode.

overdose on jap food this week. first, sushi tei dinner, then waraku lunch, tonight tonkichi.

i wonder if we can get seats for alvin and the chipmunks 2! hahah else we might just go drinking again.

ah yat tomorrow!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

4 day wk

But still so tired. Went out for 3 hour lunch today n returned to work ultra sleepy. Too bad it was only waraku at starhub centre, food wasn't spectacular

Nice meetup with Ql yesterday at tamp one sushi tei. Nice bosses make your work a bit more bearable! :)
Yippee the girls are meeting on Sat, but boo to workg half day.

Two says go ahead, one says I won't and the rest says to wait n see.

I wanna quit!!! Roar

Monday, October 25, 2010

ahem*

这种感觉持续下去的话,完蛋了啦。

救命啊!

为了下星期的假期,撑着点!!!

切勿轻举妄动,不可以想不开!!!

kill me la. why do i have this feeling! sai.

is it too much

is it too much to ask for one day off without anything shitty happening at work? and that i dont receive any calls telling me that there is shit to be expected tomorrow?

why is it not possible to have a job whereby the work is predictable, where i dont have to constantly be chased for stuff?

上的山多终遇虎,债都是要偿还的。

法克。

Thursday, October 21, 2010

siao liao

i yearn leaning my head on you at night.
i love the soft comfortable hug of you.
the smell of you is just so nice.

i dread leaving your warm embrace in the morning.
what wouldnt i give to laze in your company 5 minutes more, 10 minutes more...





dear pillow, bolster and blanket. I love u.

WAHAHAHAA

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

shag

brain shutdown after audit.
having a headache, and need to rush home to rush scrapbook.

maybe i should drink stella at home, as a small celebration. LOL

planning mc on mon. anyone wanna jio me for relax shake leg day? haahha

Lbn say tmr nite go casino. Should I whoop for joy? Haha

Monday, October 18, 2010

monday blue black

busy week ahead for both work and home. SHIT. time not enough.

i want a massage. i want to sleep. i want a hug. i want to heck care.

seriously think that my pets are lizards. since they create a mess in my room that i have to clean up. since they follow me around, even hooting in the office.

going crazy~!! lalala

Sunday, October 17, 2010

习惯也是要戒掉的。

Saturday, October 16, 2010

basic functions

cut, copy, paste.

i shall not scare myself with eyelets, embellishments, die cuts, wet and dry embossing etc etc.

and i also want to join my family in sleeping at 9pm. LOL

5.5th day of the week

i complain that i start work at 8am, but i'm already in the office at 7am. pui.

eat.pray.love was a movie that made me wanna travel alone around the world too. it was also a movie that makes one want to experience life more fully, to take time off from the hustle and bustle to relax and get in touch with yourself. the movie made me think of wanting to fall in love again last night. but this morning, i think i like my life now as it is. (and it made leen wanna eat spaghetti! LOL)

for once, we met for food! (not drinks!)shared gossip and updates, and next week we meet again! yay!!

my mum throw stunner at me: eh, next week got chalet on 23-24 oct, our ROM 25th anniversary.
PENGZZ!!!!!!! faints, flops and dies. -_- now what. even if i chiong home for consecutive 5 nights after work + secretly hide in my room, barring anyone from entering, to work on the project, i am not going to finish.

Friday, October 15, 2010

small things to be happy for

Vietnam hotel successfully changed!
Customer say work instructions are good!
Meeting the girls for gossip!

IT'S FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!! :):):):):):):):)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

pekcek

the vietnam hotel booking is not amendable! and there are no flights on the 5th! shit shit shit.

the drama at work makes the usual nnon-enthusiasm even lower. i just wanna find somewhere comfortable and hide.

fuck fuck fuck.

secret project

Part one is done, which is only the easiest. Approximately one month left, die la. Still got 3 more parts to complete.
And whose house can I borrow?! Gen's right, almost impossible to do it at home, under inquisitive eyes.
Fun but stressful leh!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

blea

人与人之间的感情是真的要靠努力去唯系的。有些无奈,科技的发达也避免不了'漂移'。

Monday, October 11, 2010

can i don't work?

photos!

unexpected meeting LOL

first night in penang!
room mate =)
nice sea view
first attraction: fort cornwallis


taking the ferry back and forth between the island and mainland
penang's famous bakery, and the thai temple
sleeping buddha

got a lot that says:
求得这只签,事事都可怜。
如无根大树,没风吹雨点。
婚姻没希望,屋宜换别间。
争讼难望胜,失物不再见。
虽有好计划,也都难实现。

i see first line i sian le. the last line means i will never win mahjong. boohoo. haha but i'm not too affected. just for fun!

at kek lok si



good food! char kway teow, rojak, oyster omelette (all eggs, no flour, and oysters so fresh they pop in your mouth) and our kway teow soup breakfast. too bad i didnt take photos of the laksa and chendol!
early morning on batu ferringhi, so cooling my camera produced the misty effect
sumptuous breakfast!
the nice rasa sayang resort grounds
strolling along the beach
rasa sayang spa look-see